Sometimes when you fall, you just got to get up and try again. Don't ever let the devil get you down. Keep your head held high and know that God is with you always. Keep your faith strong, sometimes it may seem like they is no light at the end of the tunnel, but in the end they is always a way, God will see that you get there. Like this scripture from the bible says, " The Lord is good, a strong hold in the day of trouble; and he knoweth them that trust in Him." Nahum 1-7. Just trust in Him and He will make all of your troubles go away. Nothing is impossible without God. Do what is best for you and God's way and He will pull you through.