DISAPPOINTMENT AND FAILURE: are life's part

Today the sky seemed a little darker,
And the night scary.
For now, I am a proven loser
Because I couldn't do something that easy.

I sink in my deep ocean of disappointment,
With head and spirits down.
For now, My failure has given me contentment
Of trying again and returning with a frown.

I know I must not give up
Because it is a part of life.
I must prepare myself for a long jump,
My soul gave me this advice.

I need an upgrade,
So that I can try again.
This is the esse's trade
Accept this with nerve or disdain.