I decided to brew myself tonight. Let the essence of my soul steep into the scalding water of the ceramic tub. 2. Unpacked boxes remind me of unfulfilled promises. 3. I leave my underwear on the floor for days at a time because my knees have been locked since the last time I spoke to you and I have never been able to bend and touch my toes. 4. My skin still smells like bleach and the pine wood that splintered into my hand. 5. She said that hurricanes are beautiful. I asked if she understood destruction. 6. The amount of dusty and empty flower vases I have directly correlates to the amount of missed opportunities have been blooming and hand delivered to my door step. 7. I am still trying to unknot you.