It was then that I realized I was out of control of my own mind.
My heart speeds up,
My body becomes covered in goosebumps,
My breathing accelerates just enough for me to notice,
And finally my eyes.
My chocolate brown, mascara coated eyelids open to the peak, ******* crazy eyes.
And I am stuck.
Every person I have lost,
Every time I have cried,
Everything I can remember.
These flow over me in a way I cannot control.
And I am stuck.
Nobody can see it,
But it takes over me like raging cancer.
The only physical thing anyone cares to notice is my chocolate brown,
mascara coated eyelids open to the peak,
******* crazy eyes.
And I am stuck.