My mind is exploding,
My heart is falling apart.
Aching, really.
Two and a half years,
Now you've vanished      and I can't,
f e e l.
I can't *******,
t h i n k.
Perpetually waiting for you to talk to me,
Stupidly waiting for  something that won't come.

My mind is exploding,
My heart is falling apart.
Shattering, really.
I discovered myself in you,
Now I only find myself walking the streets at night,
Wondering when you'll be back.
Wondering if I'll ever return.
It hurts like,
h e l l.

My mind is exploding,
My heart is falling apart.
Dying, really.
Thinking of you with each passing day,
When will everything be okay?
I need you.
I need you to come,
b a c k.