There are beauties hidden between your ribs that neither you nor I have thought to dream. My words flicker and fade. Your words flicker and fade. You are beautiful. It means very much to me. I’ve seen you moving - there, high above me, in light and have known the hidden places of your life. You think I am only speaking, only trying to bend these little words and facts to some sound that will resonate for the both of us - I see more clearly than that. There are oceans in your tremblings - at night, when you are alone, the world waits for you, shivers at your self neglect. You are lovely. You are lovely. We are darling, you and I. We are all the moments leading to our ruin and death. We are life itself - coursing into each other, knowing what is unknowable, unholy to speak - knowing that we are - we are - and beautifully so.
He helped piece my heart together. But when he left, he kept a tiny fragment for himself. Bigger than he realized. Smaller than I really wanted him to have.