What did I do to deserve all this? I've always been there even when I wasn't asked to be around. I've always lied to myself saying we're okay when I know we're not. I've always kept my feelings to myself when I'm hurt or sad. I've tried to keep it simple even though I was burning every night while you sleep like a king. Remember the kingdom we once made? it's on fire just like the queen , or lets say the ex queen ,dead queen or the left behind queen. I've always watched my own kingdom from the outside , and I saw my castle being ***** by fake *******. I've never blamed those ******* but I keep on blaming you and only you my LOVE.