The drugs
Whether people
Realize it
Or not
Keep me alive
So full of life
And I crave that
Life
More and more.

And once
I have lost
Control
I realize
I have created
A monster
So malevolent  
And large.

So vastly built
So ready for life
I've been giving it
That I don't want
It anymore.

I continue so far
Till the very end
With no mistakes
In mind.