I grapple with this problem; I don't know what to do.
I cannot open p this door, the wounds are still too new.

I want to open up; I want to let you in,
but every other time I did you broke my soul again.

You really have no clue; how much I struggle, how I feel.
I miss you too, I want you back but the pain is far too real.

You hurt me once and you hurt me twice;
shame on you, you played the dice.

Too bad it went that far; too bad you were so blind.
I did not leave to hurt you, I left to save my mind.