Whip lash
Gutted heart
Gruesome, dripping
****** mass

Flashback
Opened door
Flaring scar
My stupid fault

Tired, so tired
******, push on
Fight fire with fire
Another step beyond

Things that don't matter
Steel your mind
Guard your heart
Let it go, you'll be fine

Deep breath
Slowed pulse
Clearing vision
Ebbing pain

Fading scar
Let it heal
Beating heart
Hope is near.