I lost myself
Broken shattered pieces among pieces
And
I can’t seem to connect the right ones  
It’s sad that I’m broken and I’m still tryna fix others it’s sad that I’m lost in my thoughts

It’s sad my whole life I pretend to be a *****
But my true card is a broken heart
But no one knows cause I dare not wear my sadness I throw punches at life even though it’s a mighty boxer incapable of losing

i never thought I’d fall this hard into my emotions my hatred for myself I’m never happy
I’m never strong I’m weak I’m beyond saving someone save me I’m drowning but I forget that even in a public pool you can drown and nobody will notice it