so hold me in your darkest nights and I'll tell you everything is alright for it is not earned but owed for the light that fills my heart and the warmth in my soul I can't make up for all the cold nights you spent on your own and I'm sure that I'm not I'm sure I'll never know but truth be told some days I wish I could read your crazy mind purely to understand why you choose to be mine but for us I call truce we both know it will come with time and in those very few fleeting moments when I do know or at least think I do I cherish