We try to grab life with numb fingers and a limp wrist.
We explain with a stiff upper lip.
Even with closed eyes I have discovered  that you ,them ,life can not give any real satisfaction!
It's not worth my affection.

Children of chance ,fixations of flesh ,misery ,and it's company.
Why do you question things you should not know?
That which is best for you is beyond your reach!
What is best?
Not to be born!
Not to be!
To be nothing!
The second best is to die real soon!
Life is a horrible mixture of cruelty and sensuality.
That's the real witches brew.
Believe what you want but this is true...