I sit in the hallway,
my body shaking.
All the while,
my mind is contemplating.
Could reality be
colliding with this world,
I've created within me?
Suddenly my heart is racing,
my stomach is twisting.
I count to ten,
and just wish it would end.
I get so agitated,
my cheeks become heated.
Knees up against my chest
and I wonder if,
this is some sort of test.
How do I get out,
of these two places?
My mind becomes numb,
empty space of what used to be.
My body gets cold,
if only I had a hand to hold.
My eyes are hazy,
only a fog can be seen.
My face looks lazy,
only a blank expression can you read.
I look at myself,
and this is all I see.
I'm scared of what,
I've come to be.
This is all,
because of anxiety...