Who told you you were supposed to be happy, without pain, or suffering? The ego lies. Suffer with me, purposely. These are the wars we choose to fight so the wars don't get fought against us or inside us. New story for me? I enjoy this pain now. I choose this pain. I thought I didnt love myself, that's why I never could take care of myself... nah. I loved myself too much that I thought I was above this "life", that I "deserved better" I choose this battle, now. I am here for it. Hi.