Without knowing what's going on Not knowing what tomorrow bring Lost in a space of my own Lost in a different time zone Waiting to find out what going to happen next Like a clock that tick-tocks throughout the day Like a butterfly, and stinging like a bee. Losing control of who I am Seeing without believing Feeling like I'm slipping away Not able to find the right words to say Forgetting how to walk on my own two feet Losing sight of who I am Not knowing what to say Forgetting how to believe Not able to see my reflection in the mirror Feeling lost and confused Crying out for someone to hear me Reaching out for someone hand, but no one's there Exploding from the inside out Hearing whispers throw out the night Transforming into a different body Passing throw life within minutes Floating away in silence Losing my voices to speak out things closing up around me People turning against me