Is it hard to look at yourself to accept how flaws can be painstaking. Is it hard to the look in the mirror and see yourself reflecting. Is it hard to look at yourself and replay what everyone is saying. Is it hard to kneel down and with your head bowed keep praying. Is it hard to ask God to close you off from all the judging. Is it hard to be yourself to let everyone hear you speaking. Is it hard to open your heart, to let love do the healing. Is it hard to sit back and slowly watch time passing. Is it hard to let go of someone so caring?