how could he do this how could god do this is there even a god how could he do everything to me why me why did it have to be me to bear all this pain get one taken from you and another one get buried six feet why did it have to be me to go through everything why did it have to be me to have no talents why me why was i chosen to be like this why do i have to watch everyone live my dreams why do i have to watch everyone love someone while iām forced to sit back why couldnt i be given something something good anything besides this pain.