Everything is OK is all I can say when someone asks if I am happy yeah I am OK I say for no one has the time to look into my eyes to see the blanket of grey that covers the pain from the lies the lies that I tell myself to keep me away from myself how could I fall for someone who doesn't seem to miss me how could I still be waiting to hear something that will never reach me and so I tell myself just to hush... just to be oblivious to you Isn't it an irony then.. I sit here and pen these lines and all I can think is of you