I’m not sure what it was - we tumbled to the matress and our bodies fell limp. I felt gimp; curled in a ball, you tucked within and us all alone. we were quiet. we were soft. we drifted off on our make-shift raft keeping each other warm against the cracked window’s draft.
An hour later- as if five minutes - we both washed back ashore.
we made sighs of relief, grunts of approval and I was reminded again of all the love between us. and I looked at my hands thinking I should wash them - but the ink stains remain from writing about you time and time again.