One time I shot your name into my veins because I wanted to feel you enter my bloodstream. One time I carved your name so hard into my flesh that it hit my brittle bones leaving the mark of “So and so was here" I wrote your name onto my wall with a sharpie got drunk and punched it so hard that it bled onto my knuckles leaving sharp cuts of your name surrounded with broken bones. One time I filled my tub so high with water, slipped in, laid my head under water, and whispered your name out as the water filled my lungs and I choked on your name. I then realized your name was like suicide so I started to forget your name day by day and now you are a face without a name and it hurts less and less each day.