I will not commit suicide
But I lived half a century inside the grave
Not easy
for shadows to creep in from under the cracks of steel doors
not easy
for the flowers to extract their roots in order to be able to run.
not easy
To have the desire to live properly inside our graves.
I will not commit suicide ...
because I am a coward ..
And because I always dream to meet you,
my absurdity love..