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Oct 2020
Voices In My Head Screaming So Loud
I Can't Seem To Silence
Doctor Says It's Serious
I Don't Wanna Believe It's True
Wish There Was Someway To Pause It
To Go Back To When It Didn't
Hurt So Bad, Voices In My Mind
Driving Me Crazy As I Talk To Myself.

Medication Can't Fix Me Now
Stablize But Never Cure
We I'm Not Looking For A Fix
Or Doctors To Find No Cure
Coz No Band Aid's Can Ever Fix
These Holes
Their Too Big For Anybody To Fill.

Wish Their Was A Way To Switch Them Off
But I Can't Find A Way Out Of This Darkness
Darkness Lingers And Walls Are Closing In.

These Voices Run My Life
I Got Nowhere To Go
I Can't Hide From The Pain
The Trauma From All Of The Demons
Haunt Me In My Dreams
I Can't Seem To Get Away
Oh I Wish So Hard For There To Come A Day
When I Will Finally Hurt No More.

Cause My Mother She Don't Know
Yeah My Mother She Don't Understand
And These Doctor's They Scare Me To Death.

Feels Like I'm Going Crazy
Living Inside My Own Head
It's Eating Me Up Inside Everyday
Living Inside My Own Mind
It Kills Me That I Might Never Really Know
That I Might Never Really Be Free
Cause There's Nothing Here For Me.

Nothing To Give, All Of Me Is Gone
Broken And Worn Out
These Voices They're All Winning
And This Endless War Between
My Head And My Heart
It's Winning And I'm Losing
This War Between My Head And My Heart
It's Winning And I'm The One
With The Losing Hands.

It's A Losing Game, It's A Sad Sad Thing
This Feeling Inside Of Me, It's Taking Over Me
These Voices Well, They Finally Win.
Written by
Amal Marina Michel
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