the feeling when one knows- is certain, and even though he asks for a treat, a service, a thought it never will come the way he hopes
the moment when one says please even when knowing there is nothing for him, nothing that could be coming and he’ll never become a part of these
virtual things or others’ plight without a way to get to meet other than other’s giving need but no real right to feel their might
cannaloo, I say goodbye to you while saying hello, please come back while falsely hoping for someone’s track of music I just cannot hear, cannaloo
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if I can do more cannaloo, I'll just ask you not to lie- for your unknowing, well-meant lies make me birth more self-lies and those I hate no lying, mate
the word 'cannaloo is a product of my mind. it means to wish for something knowing you won't get it/or you won't get it the way you need it to be