Ever since that day, the day that I decided to walk out of your life
ever since that day I have missed you.
Not you as a boyfriend but as the friend in you.
I miss ending my days talking to you...
On FaceTime, texting you day and night.
I miss falling asleep on the phone with you.

I miss the fact that I could tell you about my day and laugh about it.
You are the first one I have truly opened up myself to.
The only one that made excited things even more exciting
because I know you would be happy that anything good happened to me.

I miss laughing at stupid things with you...
I miss the love your family offered me.
The fact that they made me feel like their own kid.
I miss your dad's strong country accent.
Your mom's little kid ways.

I miss you

Not as a boyfriend, I miss the friend in you.

Why can't you just be okay with being friends?
... Why can't you be part of my life anymore?
But you meant so much... Now you are just a stranger full off memories.

Someone that I used to know...
I only wish the best for you. Always have & always will