She told me she loved me today
which can only mean our clock
is ticking.
To most that word marks a beginning
to a new and wonderful existence
full of meaning but to me it's
a single syllable that ushers in
a cascade of doubt, lies and
animosity that slams you into the
ground so hard the Devil thinks
you're knocking on his door.
To me it's the signal that I've
overstayed my welcome and if I want
any chance to spare myself from misery
I should just jump ship and take
my chances with the sharks below.
I'd rather be ripped to shreds by
ravenous beasts than get fooled into
thinking I truly matter to her.
The sound of her sweet sincerity
is drowned out by the echoing sentiments
of her predecessors, forever ringing
in my ears like a constant reminder
that all you have in this world
is your balls and your word and
she has neither.
But the joke's on her this time.
I've found my way out.
Because I love her too.