i dont love me
or my body.
i wish i was strong,
physically and emotionally.
i wish my **** was bigger
and my hips wider.
i wish i didnt
look like a **** toothpick
or a “string bean”
as they used to call me.
i hate my tiny lips
and stringy hair.
i see those models on ig
and how they keep
your attention.
i will never
have that attention
because i will never
look like them.

everyone thinks that i’m so lucky
to be skinny,
but no one stops to think
how being skinny
isn’t lustful.
people dont stare at skinny people
and say
“wow her body is amazing”
they say
“do you even eat?”
“did your parents ever feed you?”
“you need a cheeseburger”

bina