I hand myself over Is this the cost Of what it is to follow You? Blows and whips and thorns Nails and crosses How can this be love? I felt Your cry As You prayed in agony And I felt the touch Of the sweat upon Your brow It drove me to my knees And I could barely breathe Such a light touch A small encounter with Your pain And I'm left broken I couldn't meet Your eyes So You came to me Did the angels who bore You up Also minister to me? Jesus, are You here? They're arresting me tonight My God, didn't You feel alone? I feel like nothing After all we have been through I can't find my friends They are lost in this crowd Stand up for me Defend me, O Holy Spirit Be my Advocate I touched the blood of Jesus And although I bear guilt Where He did not I also bear the mark Of His sweat and blood I was there In that garden with Him I was there Lord, don't let my soul perish Condemned by my own guilt I fear this road But here we go I carry Your blood upon my soul May it become my salvation