Knock down,
***** drag out.
Yelling, screaming,
blackout

Violations, complications,
red zones.
Hesitation in situations,
hateful tones.

Love hate, hate love,
Judging, wailing,
Push, shove.
Thoughts of failing.

Refusing to change,
understand, compromise.
With empathy, apologetic
sympathize.
Then
Emotions flooding,
rage dies.

Wrong, guilty, shameful.
Realizing, snapping,
rewind to the first time I was hateful.

Dear god, please hear me.
Forgive me, teach me.
Bring me to my knees,
to let me see the light in me.

Allowance of guidance,
pure white not demonic.
Harmony, peace, kindness,
unity, trust, faith,
platonic.