I asked her,  "why do you love God?"
I received a predictably vague answer

"Because he loved me when I couldn't love myself,
He was there for me when nobody else was,
He stayed in my worst and he never left,
And he gave me the strength when my life was falling apart."

Tears rolled down my eyes
And with a painful smile I silently thought

"I did love you when you couldn't love yourself,
I was there for you when nobody else was,
I stayed at your worst and I never left,
And I was there to help you up when you were falling apart.
But...
But I'm not God.
And that's why you fell out of love. And you chose to leave."

As I sat in the corner crying
Remembering all the moments we've been through
Lost in madness thinking
You gave up on us when I did not give you reasons to

Because
I
Am
Not
God