Real attachment
Real trust
is hard because
it means I
have to lay there,
trying to believe him,
feel loved.
Try to gracefully accept
the love notes he
leaves on my body:
the physical way he
shows me I am
important.
Truth be told,
the *** is incredible
when there are no illusions
about why I'm there,
naked and stranger,
only valuable
because I'm so
useful & useless.