I hate my pain. I love my mistakes.
Nothing to gain, yet everything is at stake.
I open my eyes, life is dark.
I am a lover in disguise, it's a start.
I yearn affection, yet bleed compassion.
I want your attention, while time is passing.
I grow old as I wait, for you to love me.
I despise this blind state, I just want to see.
Lifes final seconds are fleeting, I fade alone self defeating.
I tried to love you, I lost myself.
I wish I knew what to do, into the abyss I delve.
Wondering weary eyed and hopeless, I am alone.