you had already broken me
into thousands of pieces
you said you missed her
and i wanted to flee

i went out of harm's way
to watch harm influence you
and cause you to paint your skin with blood

i told myself that you were no longer worthy
but oh how i ******* missed you
i missed you and wanted you and needed you and yearned for you
and so i came back

i listened to your voice
your oh so persuasive soft clingy needy wonderful voice
you spoke my name
and i felt myself melting into the wooden floors of my bedroom
and slowly i picked up my shattered pieces
and glued them back together

when you said that you wanted us
and not  **her