to tell a hope aloud a truth we’d love to be but isn’t is bringing other needs needs not nurtured, needs all drizzled to get warm and bite and warn of others waking up and making up a cloudy castle that sweetly chimes and hustles, come to life a life so fragile, so unsure that realizing it’s not true breaks it into millions of pieces of glass that, I wish, would cut my throat or at least my tongue out