I've came to a conclusion
that the reason
why I think of you
so much
at night
and not so much
when I wake up
from only
thinking of you
is that
the darkness creeping all around me
reminds me of
you getting into my soul
with those deep
conversations
and
it brings back all these memories of

                                                             ­       you and  me

and it makes me forget
that what we once had
is something
we don't have anymore

j.f