Why do I keep clutching my chest, I need to give that lennie and bud a rest, Or its a definite CARDIAC ARREST. I know this well in my life, but I get weak around my demons, they always come when I,m weak around life. What would you do to break free I tried most ways trust me but the demons come always on my bad days, sad ways. I can be good for months on end then I meet one of my friends thats the devil in disguise, Believe it or not I will die if I don't make new friends and at least try. I get stuck in quick sand, its like I,m playing poker and always throwing my hand. I had chances now I,m going to make a stand. Because I know that with the love my kids bring really I should be singing and dancing.