Now- we' re both in distant places.
Yet somehow, I want to turn back time
To the days when you were fixated on me
Yet I was free of desire for you
Cause I kinda liked the feeling of you suffering for me
After I d cried for you every night.
Somewhere deep- I enjoyed your pain
It cancelled out my own beat.

And I was happy, oh so happy with my new love,
but needed your pain to feel the new love.

I dont think of us in any other way but friends.
Just sometimes- want to see that you feel pain of regret
That you let me run away.