I am struggling with my happiness
I am struggling with my sadness
Oh how I wish I could express
This unnecessary stress
I wish I could be me
But I now know nothing comes for free
There is no one to talk to
No one for my blue
Oh, all my struggles
I wish could be gone with a snuggle
Apple of my eye
A famous proverb
Nothing for me but a lie
Is there anyone to hear my cry?
Someone who will not say goodbye
Not my mom not my dad
Do I even have a family?
Someone I could call comrade
Someone I could be with happily
Well now I enjoy loneliness
Nothing else but holiness