why do I always choose the circle road over the straight one,
why do I always pick the ****** resting face girl over the smiled one,
why do I need something always,
when I even feel like I do not need anything,
I need the challenge,
even when I do not want to compete, at all
does that makes me feel alive,
or I just enjoy the sadness,
I am not confused,
I am just not sure,
does that makes me look sad maybe,
or it is just my ****** resting face,
at least I can suffer,
and have a good excuse,
if I really need one,
but I do not,
I am just happy sad...