In my life I have many regrets, not what I done but what I did not do                            Living in misery and putting up with you                                                                    You put me down every chance you got                                                                     I  put up with you and thought it would get better                                                        But instead it got worse I ended up being your unpaid live in nurse                           This was not how I imagined my life, so unhappy so much strife                              You are passed now and its sad but I feel relief and then feel bad                              My advice to anyone going through what I did is leave                                              Respect yourself trust and believe                                                                            You are special and deserve to be loved and treated with respect                               I live alone now and am happy for I love and care for myself