I don't talk about this you'll think I'm crazy **** me, **** me, **** me, **** me the drinking and loss of it all it clouds everyone's view and no one, no one thinks I'm right because I'm not I'm ******* not, of course not I'm crazy I want to die **** me I want to end this no one thinks like I do I wanted to find one like minded person and there is no one no one because I'm crazy and the feelings won't go away I want to die hand myself poison myself something I don't belong here someone god, someone I'm crazy no one will accept the way I think because I'm wrong and I know I'm wrong I'm wrong you disgusting pigs and your need for pleasure and and and I'm crazy no stop this **** me someone someone