I was only fourteen Alone, Delightfully solacing on My plushy coraled bed Inside My goldish bedecked room The muteness inside the house Relaxed my grip And the comfort of the muse Lulled me into the abyss of futurity
An unanticipated door creak snapped me out I turn drowsed Reluctant, unmoved Declining from consciousness again And halfway I felt a sudden Transfixed cloud of shadow Overwhelmed over my enfeebled frame With instant release of warmed brandy breathe Floating like a butterfly on my fuzzy face I rushingly opened my eyes Behold, his dark eyes, lustfully gazing at mine I attempt to resist his forceful loof Shoving on top of the flesh of my screaming mouth
His eyes of uncle So strong a father Zealous like brother And the fig of his skin, of a stranger Resistively, I pleaded as a daughter I cried like a sister And wept, with pity, like a stranger
Finally he broke through, Took away my pride, one that I can never get it back I was sobbing, in sever pain, bleeding, helpless He doesn't care anyway Fastening back his trousers, spermed I asked him why Why me But, "It's all right" he whispered; slamming the door behind
Should I tell Mom about it?, ' There is no need to wreak havoc in a family' (I thought) Maybe I was too scared to Face my perpetrator again How can I Confess that I was *****, Robbed of a treasure, by a familiar stranger
It's hard to believe that God's existing If he is, he despised me Mama used to tell me that he Loves me unconditional She said that he cares about me daily That he knows and watches everything from above But If that is so, why didn't he stopped it From happening to me Why did he not stop it I was only fourteen when My innocence is taken My pride is stolen Abused by the people I trust To protect me To save me from the rampage Of wild uncontrolled monsters Ten years agone like ten seconds ago The wound still feels afresh This memory haunts my consciousness In every portion of my ingression Everyday is a struggle to live To live with the irresistible lifetime scar I'm trying so hard to let it go