i'm a wallflower
I sat alone in a room
And i cried
Almost every night

What did i cry for?
My life
My sad life

I kept dreaming of something seems possible
I hope for something that im not even sure would come true or not
I cried when the flashback came to my mind
The sad flashback
The flashback i would never forget

I was pretended-to-be-liked person
I sometimes realize,
I annoyed people
Though they did nice things to me
Sometimes i feel like

Keep quiet
Not smiling to anybody
Goes into bathroom and starts crying
And when i stepped out of the bathroom,
I would feel so relief
I would like never cry of the same reasons

Because ive been through it
And it feels bad
It feels like it is killing me inside
It feels like i need somebody to cool me down
But nobody was ever there
And somehow i hoped,
I will have somebody who will
Listens to me
Supports me
Cry for me
Laugh with me
Chill me down;

((f.l.d))