Am back again
Full of emotions and bitter tears
Tears of pain that are draining my vital force
Truth is I learnt along time ago to remain calm in chaos
So the fighting doesn't bother me,
But am scared
Yes am still scared of the outcome,
When things knocks off
Everything becomes so concrete
And further times hunt me down.
The battles in my skull,
My demons vying with my  heart
All this 'what ifs' are drenching my heart
And for the first time in my life
Am facing a bandit i dont know how to tussle..