I find myself growing colder with each passing day Slowly learning to hate every single inch of myself Carving the word fat into my skin and hate into my heart I see ugly in the mirror and sadness in my eyes Constantly speaking in a mixture of fibs and lies Despising myself more than anyone else ever could You may wonder what all started this mess The answer is a case of terminal loneliness Being alone definitely caused my demise Here everybody, my death will be your prize