he doesn’t want you back
no not at all: but you are insisting
and at some point insisting is what you have left from him.
insisting is what he is considered to be. insisting is the newest shape of him.
insisting.
i know you grew older, laying in bed at 1 am thinking of calling him once again but then it hit you that he might take it lame
and i understand he was never really yours and i don’t think he ever cared
but when you’re young in love with an older boy and your heart gets shattered;
well you are too late to realize you’re the one who’s left picking up the pieces he broke you into.