Its not a suicide Im not going to due tonight Disclosure your not reading that note Its a heart with a tendency to melt The sleeve just shrugs and it slides off Theres no back bone It always falls to sorrow Its a dark hole That light trys to shine in Its my life Sonetimes it does a bit of good But mostly it poison s and destroy s all that walk through Its my heart Its the one i got Its messed up really twisted in an ugly way Ruins days and dreams of suicide because it loves so much Maybe its just confused The rain knows too The sun sees it soon But the moon It speaks the pain The barrel to the chin In the waves Where a body can be drifted away Dont fret Im ok I wont do this Because my twisted heart loves too