late one evening,
counting specs on the ceiling
slow, constant breathing
i realized a weird feeling-
a long lost friend..
could i be dreaming ?
of something so demeaning.
10 years back
still intact,
happy as can be-
and that was just a fact..
but smiles fade
so does your sanity
not sure what I made
but its pure vanity.
woebegone
and dreadfully vapid..