I've relapsed again
i guess we all do now and then
but I'm lying here
my sheets a gentle cold
my body is a violent warmth
my pillow holds me closer than you ever did
but it's my fault isn't it
why this beautiful silence caresses me
shattered like the glass on the floor
and broken like my mirror
but its my fault isn't it
i gave you my innocence
my body
my heart
but it wasnt enough
you just continued to tear through me
leaving all the good parts behind
but its my fault isnt it
so im lying here trying to fix it
maybe if i disappear so will everything burning inside me
maybe youll see it wasnt me
can you try and talk me down
cause im getting higher
and im not scared to fall
cause im lying here
holding on to my tears
" dont cry he isnt worth it"
so im lying here
crying dying and never smiling
im beyond repair my friend
but you couldnt care less huh?







ive relapsed again
but i guess we all do now and then