I’ve never had such a struggle for words, As I’ve had since I chose to speak out. The silence has become almost my prison Forced upon me, until I no longer know What it is like to speak at all.
Sitting alone I have no idea where to start, So repeatedly and regrettably I do the only thing that I know. Allowing once again for the silence to embrace me. To draw me in to a place where Words mean pain, fear, and memories.
Thoughts that I no longer wish to remember. I realize that I’ve remembered all that I know, Without exception. I’ve come to accept my silent defense, Unwilling to feel the pain of anything. But one question still remains: